La Decennie Brut 20s edition

Humble and quiet  Neatly deflecting micro-glances  Nuanced, mellowed, humble  Gentle, quiet. Easy going.  The streets they walk  That walker  Johnny  Histrionic ? stop it Deconstructing useless ideas.  Executive stress b  Worst case scenario 

 Any articulate anti-capitalist is sombody I admire. I can understand why Mark Fisher took his life. He saw the world for what it was. He reported the horror of neo-liberalism. He had to deal with it daily. Poor guy. Camus was right - the ultimate question should be ' why shouldn't I cull myself' . If life really is what it seems to be, then why are people hanging on? They must become absurdist. Authentic.  Here we are - as creative types -  floundering in the ultimate flowering of neo-liberalism. All is money. Money is all. Sourcing money seems to be the final good. Culture is an ever evaporating after thought. All is business. business is all. We're supposed to love it. "The neo-liberal right now has control of modernity" - Mark Fisher.  Im not an academic.  I don't claim to be one. I can read. I do absorb. But i do not articulate. Because there already is an overflow of content in this stupid world. Noone wants another opinion. Im supposed to be fighti...

 Life love, good things come!  Life love, happiness is the default!  Life love - bliss is all 

 The braincase, encased. Braincase. The brain-stem. The Judge. All out-put is to be judged. All output. Lower brain - deep brain, none left. No access. Simple is as simple does - you see it's that simple. Brain-case. And we compare. And we contrast. And we contrast again.  The dawn of chemistry. So , it's a new age of straight edge - you see, I'm supposed to have my shit totally together at this age of 46. No, I totally have to have it together, all my 'friends' are set , what did i do wrong? Oh yeah thats right, I went to Australia. i tried to 'give it a go'. If only I had stayed in Dunedin. You see, if you move , you lose a certain consistency, a certain rootedness. If you rock the boat, you lose. And boy, did I lose. Or did I .  I feel like some sort of curse has been placed on me, my everyday life is a sordid mess of awkwardness and self-consciousness. Why is it - it's all my fault right?  Oh yes, it's all my fault. Oh yes i'm being punished ...

Hopping up and down the island this time. Primordial Soup. Stop-Gap. Munter - to be made head of the class known as munters. That is my ambition. Model Theory. Cut to the chase. Its the Wu-Wei I keep talking about, the art of doing by not-doing. I do alot of that. manifesto : \ 1. nothing.  2. first possibility of twenty quintillion possibilities/  3. first particle  4. second possibility of twenty quintillion possibilities  5. second particle  and on and on. Until universe compleat.